Today I am a non-smoker. So far today that is. I hide my smoking from anyone I’m not begging a cigarette from. If there’s no-one around to beg I buy a 10 pack. On reaching the end I always say that’ll be the last one. The paradox is I fear cancer more than anything. I don’t like smelling of cigs or the cough they give. Smoking is receding my gums, God knows what it’s doing to the inside of me. I need to stop. But I like it.
Yesterday I caved in and ordered these.
28
Jul
09
Just watched my father die of cancer……it was fucking horrible. I implore you man to do it, go off them. I still cant quite believe I have managed to do it……off them since November and I fell great for it……it will change your life….
Really sorry to hear that. I’m a continual relapser. Few days on, few days off. Must try harder.
no pressure mind……
Cigs make me cough too
and I don’t even smoke!
manuel, 2 days ish. Again.
Jo, in that case you may as well have the pleasure of smoking too.